Alchemically Braindamaged

I bet you were wondering how long I could meditate in one sitting without losing my mind. And if you weren't, I was, so there you have it...

Among all my other chosen heresies, I also occasionally venture into the realms of neo-platonic hereticalism. The witch hunters will be fighting over who gets to burn me, one day...   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your spiritual and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you

   We're back and we're cranky. How do you use sympathetic magick to shift the destiny of the world? Good question. Wish I knew...   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your spiritual and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

 We tie up the first phase of the working, much as we have tied up everything else so far; an act of will. It's the muscles you use that get stronger. Don't ever forget it.     as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your spiritual and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

A mini intro to buddhist meditation and insight practice followed by how to fuck yourself up nearly irrevocably with them, followed by how to fix yourself after you do. and there's something there about the overflowing abundance of beauty in the universe too...    as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your spiritual and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

We're back and we're keeping it short. snowstorms, ancient sorcerous invocations, and barbaric yawps.  

to conserve upload bandwidth we settle for a truncated analysis of  my self tarot reading. you may find the whole context for this post at my homepage under the same name. thank you for your indulgence.

It was bound to get complex sooner or later. submodalities, symbol manipulation, 'astral' work, demon binding, voice removal and reinstalation.  welcome to the lifestyle, folks.    as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your spiritual and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

you will never untangle the strands of the world that brought you here...

I almost called it 'the first temptation', but maybe I'm just a cynical bastard. We'll give our self destructive, demonic forces the benefit of the doubt today...

Last minute preparations, some reflections on taking the safe road vs the uncertain one, and sizing up the scope of our immanent harrowing...   as ever, comments welcome here or at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

one ought to account on disorienting psychological effects during a serious ritual. but before a ritual? say what? so I guess we'll call this day one...   as ever, comments welcome here or at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

...in which we set the stage for either the most audacious bit of alchemy and artisitc expression in the public eye, by me yet, or the most spectacular flameout and nervous breakdown in the public eye you are likely to encounter.   as ever, comments welcome here or at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated ...I may need them following my institutionalisation.

sometimes life is the biggest obstacle to getting a life. and sometimes the biggest obstacle to getting on with your life is the idea that life is something you 'get' rather than 'get on with'.   yes this really does relate to systems theory. shut up...

how to set yourself on the path? how to change from what you're doing to what you want to be doing?  like most things, there is no one right answer, but there are right ways to arrive at one...   comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

well, now that we've established that democracy 'works' and beaten the real 'evildoers' time to cash out and leave the table while you still can.   comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

just like it says. who i am, what i do, and how to get into it. my concession to user-friendliness. comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

when the moon bleed and my lungs cry and the fire leap forth from my eye bones bend and heroes break and everything was right to be a mistake a world full of twigs and spray and the light at the end is on it's way comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

and here, at the turn, there is little to do but relate one's own experience. hence you get to hear about my glimpse of truth, late at night, in an unheated garage. sounds a bit sordid, doesn't it? but doesn't it always, eventually?      as ever, comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated

Come, little drop, and return to the infinite ocean...   what? I can't get all mystical and untive and shit sometimes? You're all bastards, I'm telling you.  Fine. Pretend I'm that guy Begbie from trainspotting, and that he's your guru; Get that ego shite out of your system, or I'll F&@#*% kick it out!   as always, comments welcome at uroboros.wordpress.com, and donations always appreciated