Alchemically Braindamaged

      More suggestions on shifting ones path, this time with an eye towards those things which will pay off the quickest.   all donations appreciated, thank you.

yes that's right. the sopranos, you gotta problem with that?   If so, we'll take you for a car ride...

In which we examine the esoteric connections between the film donnie darko, the theories of aleister crowley and thelema, and the last temptation of christ.

the mosaic effect returns for another round of insane speculations, and wildly esoteric intepretations of media and current events, all in aid of illuminating the true nature of the perrenial tradition.      

We end where we began, with  the voice in my head and the conflicted relationship I've always had with it.    One more podcast as a summary after this, but that's all. I'll try to make it good.   as usual,  thanks for comin out, and thanks for throwin' some nickels in the tip jar once in a while

Our second to last, in this series. And this one is to the tune of devotion...

Have you ever paused at the brink of a vast and terrifying revelation?

A short check-in, to the tune of slowing things down to a more contemplative mode, spontaneously trancing out, and the profound spiritual practice of saying you'll do something and then actually doing it. as usual,  thanks for comin out, and thanks for throwin' some nickels in the tip jar once in a while

Once again, we contemplate ending the working, only to be told in the strongest possbile terms that this is a really bad idea...

It's one thing to exert yourself really hard to achieve a visionary result. It's another to be dragged over and over, like some kind of wretched condemned man, in a seemingly unstoppable cycle. Might as well jump, and save some dignity.   as usual thanks for comin out, and thanks for throwin' some nickels in the tip jar once in a while

some more divinatory ramblings, platonic considerations of justice, and fine tuning a holonic sense of adjustment

self mutilation, prosthetic fetishism, and the grace of god. All in the guise of dreams, but it's all a dream isn't it? as usual thanks for comin out, and thanks for throwin' some nickels in the tip jar once in a while

The bone-chilling tale of depravity and horror that masquerades as a meeting of the minds between a couple of weird blogger type people. as usual thanks for comin out, and thank for throwin' some nickels in the tip jar once in a while

verging into the realm of the uncomfortably personal, as we dust off that hoariest of jungian shibboleths... the integration of the shadow.  yeah yeah I know, what the fuck is a 'jungian shibboleth'?  roll with it dawg. you'd have to pay good money for a university to teach you this shit.   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your moral and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

some slight reinterpretation of previous symbols, a bit of buddhism, and the prospect of  selectively remixing your past. ..and that's only the first half of this day.   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your moral and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

" where you are right now, you can't even imagine what the bottom will be like" -fight club

I was saying something at the beginning of all this about the risk of premature confidence...

Sometimes it's good to mess with a structure, and sometimes it's best to just live with it. And sometimes, you're stuck with it, anyhow, no matter what you preffer.   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your moral and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.

Completing our vision from the previous installments, in which we finally meet the denizens of the other side. Guardian angels? or demonic infestation?  ...you don't expect me to spoil it here, do you?

Now that we've had a vision( not the vision, but it's a start),  we must go about the carefull task of interpreting it. And where else does one go for that the man himself, Carl Jung?   as ever your comments are most welcome here or on my homepage, and donations always welcome as well. your moral and financial support elevates my work to another level. thank you.