Humbowl - Spirituality, Personal Growth, Meditation, Higher Consciousness

I have no idea how to even start writing about this. As a musician, filmmaker and aspiring comedian, who has always done poorly in school and has never kept a "real job" for more than 2 months. I definitely never felt like I belonged here. Most people would define my worth by how many people listen to my music, how many people have seen my films, how many views I get on YouTube or how much money I make. If these were the factors by which I was defined, you might say "stay in school" or "get a job". But this is what I came here for. I feel like I am living my divine purpose when I produce a podcast and 12 people listen, or play a live show with 7 people attending, or even writing these posts when a handful of people read them. The scale doesn't matter to me, I do this because it is who I am. Because when I hear someone tell me that what I do has made their life even just a little bit more positive, I can die happy. I approached a good friend of mine with this dilemma, wondering what I should do, should I move